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If I had a halloween party and all of my LJ friends were invited,

mdrf_prax”>’s Halloween party:
acroyear70 dressed as Paul Harvey.
anfadh dressed as Ted Williams.
ca_amethyst dressed as the love child of Al Pacino and Janet Reno.
castlecelt dressed as a rainbow fish, and it suited them disturbingly well.
crud_bonemeal dressed as the Archbishop of Relzetom.
cybergelfling dressed as a new member of the Wu-Tang Clan, Mighty Leader.
dawntreader90 dressed as your grandfather.
dearlady dressed as a angel.
duncan_mcguyver dressed as a oblivious circuit.
dv8dragonfly dressed as a puck.
errantethics dressed as a goblin.
globoyy dressed as a new superhero: Phantom Worm.
goldilocks_va dressed as a bottle of Itanpetom.
hthottie didn’t dress up, spoilsport.
icepackgames dressed as a 1970’s disco child.
isabelladangelo dressed as Captain Kirk from “Star Trek”.
majorchaos dressed as Grover Cleveland.
marybrenna dressed as the Brady Bunch — all of them.
mdrf_lumpy dressed as Michael Jackson, though it looked more like the Cardinal of Osbusdale.
mindlessfeind dressed as a Level 1 fighter.
mistress_fate dressed as Herbert Hoover.
mistressfetch dressed as Mary-Kate Olsen with her very own conjoined Ashley.
murakumi dressed as Barney Gumble, and it suited them disturbingly well.
myrddinman dressed as the Governor of South Dakota.
nikolasco dressed as Optimus Prime.
nindaene dressed as a ferret.
nutgoddess dressed as a Agnes’s Manufacturing employee.
otakugeekboy dressed as a catcher for the Yankees.
pyllgrum dressed as Jessica Alba’s mother.
pyratelady didn’t even show up and doesn’t get any candy.
reggiemental dressed as a associate sheet spreader.
rennangel dressed as Madonna.
reverend_dogg dressed as Yu-Gi-Oh.
sanveangirl dressed as Anna Nicole Smith.
sestree dressed as a nasty vampire.
sweetpea86 dressed as the Prickly Power Ranger.
teky4lf dressed as the main character of “Rain Man”.
thatliardiego dressed as something large, but what, specifically, you can’t tell.
thedeuce forgot to put on clothes!
thewhitedragon dressed as a wrath.
transversecity dressed as a bear.
zealous_seeker dressed as a disturbing self-made character called “Flunky Diaperhiney”.

Throw your own party at the Hallomeme!
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I found this to be pretty interesting, although not tottaly accurate:

Your Geek Profile:

Gamer Geekiness: Highest Geekiness in Love: High Internet Geekiness: High Movie Geekiness: High Music Geekiness: Moderate Fashion Geekiness: Low SciFi Geekiness: Low Academic Geekiness: None General Geekiness: None

Ganked from :

1. YOUR SPY NAME (middle name and current street name):
-Ann Payson

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME (grandfather/mother on your dad’s side and your favourite candy):
-Marrion Skittles

3. YOUR RAP NAME (first initial of first name and first three or four letters of your last name):
-M Fab (that’s a good rapper name)

4. YOUR GAMER TAG (a favourite colour, a favourite animal)
-Pink Dog

5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME (middle name, and city you were born in)
-Ann Washington

6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME (first three letters of your last name, last three letters of mother’s maiden name, first three letters of your pet’s name)
-Fablandum

7. JEDI NAME (middle name spelled backwards, your mom’s maiden name spelled backwards):
-Naa Nalpak

8. PORN STAR NAME (first pet’s name, the street you grew up on):
-John 16 (oh that’s a good one, except I’m not a man)

9. SUPERHERO NAME: (”The”, your favourite colour and the automobile your dad drives)
-The Pink Volvo

10. YOUR ACTION HERO NAME (first name of the main character in the last film you watched, last food you ate)
-Mabel Jerky

Well at least now I know why I have felt like the world is falling in on me.  Yeah, PMS.  I got lucky last month and didn’t even cry once so I guess I’m making up for it this month.  I have cried every day for the last two weeks.  Being a woman really sucks.  At least now I can tell myself that it will pass.
I got another letter in the mail today from a company where I applied that said “thank you but we decided to hire someone else.”  That’s probably the fifth one I’ve received.  I have applied everywhere and have sent out an average of about ten resumes a day.  I have even applied at a few retail places including Wal Mart, and a grocery store or two.  Seems that nobody wants me right now.  Looks like I have to bite the bullet and go down to social services.  I’ve always figured I should do it but I guess pride has stopped me.  It’s nigh impossible to get disability so I dont think the SSA will give me any money.  I got a certified letter from the landlord today but was not here to sign for it, so it’s at the post office.  Will have to pick that up tomorrow before faire.  I hope it’s not evection papers, seeing as how we didn’t pay the rent yet this month.
*sigh*

I just cant seem to stop crying today

Nothing is right in my head.  Everything is all.. wrong.  I can’t think.