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Dear Prax,

You have a cute______.
You make me _______.
You should _______.
Someday I will ______.
You + me =________.
If I saw you right now I’d __________.
I would build a _______ just for you.
I would get your name tattooed on my __________.
If I could sing you any song it would be _________.
We could __________ under the stars.
Will you ______________ me?
My love for you is like that of ____________.

Love,
_______________

(P.S. ______________)

THEN RE-POST THIS WITH DEAR ______ (YOUR NAME) AND HAVE PEOPLE LEAVE COMMENTS FOR YOU FILLING IN THE BLANKS

Please note that comments are NOT screened. *g*

I’m tottaly falling apart.  Everything hurts today and I can barely keep my eyes open because this computer screen feels like its driving hot pokers into the back of my brain through my eyeballs.  So frustrated with crying at my desk almost every day for some reason or another.  Am I ever going to feel good again?

This test was silly, and I think this one was just weird.  I’m having a lot of suckitude in my head but i’m really trying to focus on the positive so no suckitude is being posted.

Find your own pose!

I had a great night, and a decent day yesterday.  I feel so much better today.  These waves are damn frustrating but I must say that I really look forward to these “high” days where I’m ambitious and optimistic.  There is a lot I want to do so it’s nice to think I might be able to do some of them.

Anybody want to reccomend where we should go to buy a tent and camping stuff?  REI maybe? Sunnys?  Outdoor World?  Suggestions please!

I am so sick of being sick

taken from .  Yeah…. I need to call a doctor

Well, I ended up going to Wal-Mart (on Jubilee’s suggestion) and getting a cabinet.  I also finaly caved in and bought an armoire.  I have needed once since I moved to my current apartment and now I have one.  It’s big and all of my clothes fit, which rawks.  We were up until about 4am putting furniture together.  It was a good time.

This weekend is the trip to MT (in garb) for kids birthday fun.  It will be good to see some of my faire friends again.

Thats about it for me… well… thats all I feel like talking about anyway.  Have a fanshmabulous weekend everyone.

Oops! One more thing!  Now that the machine is out and I have room to sew, I am going to try to make some things as time permits.  I have never used a pattern, and I’m not very good (yet).  Anybody reccomend a good pattern for a beginner?  Something rennie-ish?

In leiu of getting my new computer, I will be taking a vacation and purchasing some camping gear.  There is one other item I really want to buy.  A sewing cabinet. 

I have a tiny little apartment that is already full to the brim but I could find room for a colapsable cabinet.  I want to be able to make my own garb, and have room for to do the same.  I’m looking at bigger apartments right now too (woot!).  My sister is giving me her old machine which is better than my very very old machine.

I know a bunch of you sew, so, any reccomendations about cabinets?  Whats a good price?  Good store?  I’ve seen anything from $100 to $1000

It’s hard to ask for help when you don’t know what to ask for.  You cant just go to the docs and say “fix me”… of course that’s assuming you can get an appointment.

There is this tiny voice inside me screaming so loud

Well because I didn’t work, today is sort of like Monday for me at work.  Yesterday had some realy sucky parts.. going to get this test that my doctor ordered, having to lay on a cold table for almost two hours.  But then I got a little grocery shopping done.  I felt like crap last night because I KNEW I should be working on things that need to get done but I just didn’t want to.  Yeah.. its ok to take a break sometimes.. but I take a break more than 50% of the time.

Well anyway, now I have so much on my mind about where my life is going and what I want to do with it.  I think it has something to do with getting older and feeling like I should be doing what I want now.

Guess I have a lot to figure out.