http://deliciousplacebo.com Tue, 28 Jul 2009 16:23:53 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en I have not written anything in a long time. I could rattle off a list of reason, or excuses, why. The fact though is that just like many other things in my life, I feel like I shouldn't do it if I can't do it perfectly. This ... http://deliciousplacebo.com/?p=181 Well it's official, the ECT has destroyed my memory. I would list all of the things that I can no longer remember.. but.. I can't remember what they are. I couldn't remember how to get home from the hospital today. That's a trip that I drive every ... http://deliciousplacebo.com/?p=180 This year I want stuff for running. Things to wear while running, to take with me running, and things that will help me run. So here's my wish list: 1 – Garmin Forerunner 405 (Green) http://tinyurl.com/6p64xk 2 – Road ID Wristband http://roadid.com/ 3 – National Breast Cancer Marathon Oakley sunglasses http://tinyurl.com/5k6rap 4 ... http://deliciousplacebo.com/?p=179 Well…. I've now had 3 ECT sessions and everyone remarked today at how much "more smiley" I was. Even Lumpy says I'm acting differently. Different? Yea I'll agree with that. Better? Not positive about that yet. I'm feeling like after zap #4 things will really ... http://deliciousplacebo.com/?p=178 And I remember who everyone is!  The anesthesia has worn off, and my head is out of the fog.  My headache is gone.  I had a three hour nap when I got home which helped a bunch.  Two ibuprofin can really do wonders. So... I think there's a good chance ... http://deliciousplacebo.com/?p=177 It's set in stone now.  On Friday at 1:30 I'll get my first zap.  I will try to post Friday night to see how coherent I am.  If I can't, then I'll have Lumpy post an update.  I am bound and determined to be at faire this weekend.  I don't ... http://deliciousplacebo.com/?p=50 Today in our last group we had a creative writing instructor come in to help us all work on expressing ourselves. We played a few games with word association, did a mad-lib, and did phrase association. Then he gave us a sentence and our goal was to write ... http://deliciousplacebo.com/?p=49 I never thought it would be me.. but it is.  I'm going to be getting my brain zapped.  No, it's not like what you used to see in One Flew Over the Cuckoos nest.  It's a lot more civilized now.  I am not sure how to feel about it all. ... http://deliciousplacebo.com/?p=48 Woke up crying.. didn't get much done today... now I'm at work and having another melt down. I give up. http://deliciousplacebo.com/?p=7 Well, today is my second day back at work. I am working half days this week and next week it's back to my 8 hour days. They have moved my shift from up at the hospital in Baltimore, down to Columbia. It has added an extra 30 minutes ... http://deliciousplacebo.com/?p=6